YoU'rE nOt iN tHiS aLoNe..

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 20:00:36 GMT

I used to be good at this.
Writing my feelings into words.
But everything is a mess, I have no clue where to start.
I try not letting this get the best of me....but it's hard when your head is wandering off.
Into a dark fairy tale, with a very unhappy ending .

eek

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 07:52:09 GMT

I'm so burned.
Went skating today....and I'm so red.
I'm surprised I don't look that red in this picture.
Nacy had to rub Alova on my back it's so burt.

Well working at melts isn't too bad.
I like it so far.
I need to finish getting Zack his birthday gifts

So far i got him the new job for a cowboy cd, i know he really wanted that
A johnny Cash package that comes w/ 2 cd's and a movie about him..no it's no walk the line.
And I know he wanted a Ray Charles cd...so i need to get on that a.s.a.p..just not sure what else.
I'm thinking about sending him some sweets, and movies as well..hmm..

Tue, 15 May 2007 18:36:18 GMT

We make random kids thizz face

Now it's time they know,
They don't take a step,
Line keeps on pushing,
They won't stop kissing,
The airport is racing,
The smokers are pacing,
It just started raining,
Soon I'll have to go

But she keeps crying,
And they keep kissing,
And i just hang about and listen

But she's got to go,
She's got to go,
In the airport, In the morning, I know
She's got to go

In the morning, In the airport
She's crying and the phone rings
And you answer, and its quiet
And there's nothing that'll change the fact
That she's leaving tomorrow
And you'll be alone again with nothing to distract you
you watch the clock as it keeps ticking

So today I drove him to the airport.These three weeks went by so fast. I won't see him till next summer
It sucks..... hopefully sooner... I pray it's sooner. The past three weeks have been the best 3 weeks of my life.
Like he kept telling me.....next time we see each other we will be in a church.. getting married.

I can't stop saying this

Thu, 10 May 2007 21:32:58 GMT

He's perfect... I'm so lucky to have him in my life.
I suppose my family isn't used to me having a boyfriend or something....If i'm huging him for too long, or even
giving him a simple kiss on the cheek they get upset... i just think it's funny.. I will make out w/ him for all i care. :)

well

Mon, 07 May 2007 05:32:32 GMT

I suppose it will be nice to have an update on life.
The mister is back home, that past week as been amazing with him.
It's going to suck so bad once he goes back to baghdad........ I know I'm going to cry for days.
But I'm making the days spent with him count to the max I'm not going to see him for a while after he goes back.

On a different note.. I'm piss I gain ten pounds..... to think I was tone 2 weeks ago. .. I'm slowly gaining. I'm going to start up my salad meals again... watch what I eat ....hundia pills.... and hella sit ups.... I need to stop eating though.
I've been eating a lot.... that should stop or no rib piece... :/

Today!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 17:09:42 GMT

The Mr will be back home
:D

Butterflies for days?
I love that kid

sooooooo

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 18:03:55 GMT

Like cindy said "You braned yourself for life"
Yea the lips are swollen right now.. and it;s starting to peel. It's should be all healed up within the next 2weeks.
And in 2 1/2 weeks My baby is finally coming home :D

so

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 18:58:58 GMT

I'm pretty much going vegan for the next 3months
I just got out of kick boxing and my mom's friend left me this bomb ass veggie salad
She's pretty tight.

Yesterday I had lunch with Zach's mom and 2 sisters.
Seriously nicest people I have ever met.
I can't wait to meet the rest of his family

Story of my life

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 04:39:25 GMT

Mid-terms and planning a wedding.
Not a good combo to go through.
Feeling the stress at it's highest level..
I'm trying to make this a small wedding.....but the list just seems to keep growing and growing
It would be 75% a lot more easier if Zach was here.
I'm the worst person to deal with stress...when things get hard I'm the type to run away.
But this time, I can't do that. I'm stuck w/ a lump in the back of my throat having to suck it up.
I'm meeting Zach's mom for the first time Tuesday. thank god cindy is going with me.
I'm so nervous...but at the same time I have so many questions to ask about the wedding and her family..
Seriously...I do believe I picked the right choice having cindy as my maid of honor.. she is really helping me out a lot.
Thank god for her being in my life.

mannnnnnnnnn

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 04:18:18 GMT

I've been hacked :/
I'm kind of happy that yadi and I have the other account..

edit*****************
I love brad for hacking my profile getting my new password back.......and changing my e-mail so i can get my account back
score.....its good to have friends who know how to hack :D

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 17:01:15 GMT

I got my V-day gift early this year..
..and it was the best kind that comes around..
It was something that can't be bought, and stands 6'4 tall
:)

We're the best partners this world's ever seen
Together as close as can be
But sometimes it's hard to find time in between
To tell you what you are to me

You are the rose of my heart
You are the love of my life
A flower not faded nor falling apart
If you're tired, rest your head on my arm
Rose of my Heart.

When sorrow holds you in her arms of clay
It's raindrops that fall from your eyes
Your smile is the dun come to earth for a day
You brighten my blackest of skies

You are the rose of my heart
You are the love of my life
A flower not faded nor falling apart
If you're cool let my love make you warm
Rose of my heart

So hard times are easy times, what do I care
There's nothing I'd change if I could
The tears and the laughter are things that we share
Your hand in mine makes all times good

<3

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 22:14:11 GMT

Man last night was awesome
Hellllllllllla awesome shows hitting our way soon.
Lots of bay time.
and joker is hella hooking up the 209 w/ lots of shows :)

People got over their issues so everyone is cool once again.
Da-ammmmmmmmmmmmmmmn next weekend is going to be awesome :)

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 07:14:10 GMT

UGH YOUR SO DUMB!
AND YOU SUCK ....GROW SOME BALLS!..I CAN'T
STAND WHEN YOU ACT LIKE THAR
MAKES ME ANNOY! AND JUST TELL ME,....
I LIKE PEOPLE WHO ARE STRAIGHT UP!

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Mon, 19 Dec 2005 08:11:55 GMT

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Wed, 09 Nov 2005 00:35:11 GMT

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So what are you waiting for..

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 23:34:53 GMT

SO if your not added, All I have to say is peace to you :)